LOVE???

Hmm… Love… Relationship….
It is easy to fall in love… but do you have the guts to admit it when it requires you to do so…?? Fall in love then scared to admit with parents. What the heck is that? Then first of all, don’t get involved if you are so scared of being criticized by your family.
Some people are just so selfish. Fall in love (or just pretend to fall in love)… Use them to the maximum… Then just dump that person. What is that..? Whom to be blamed if the other person takes revenge…??
So cowards out there, just don’t fall in love… You are ruining another person’s life…

funerals..

I hate to go to funeral. It’s an atmosphere that I try to avoid. But, somehow rather all of us have to undergo it. Some can accept it, and some may drown for awhile in it. The recent one had affected a lot. My friend’s dad passed away due to his sickness. I went for the funeral because I wanted to go. But when I reach there, it was so hard for me to digest the atmosphere. I couldn’t stand in the hall hearing the mother crying. I was just controlling my tears. Btu I salute my friend because he could take the news as positively as he could. Well, it isn’t easy though. The only thing I was thinking at the moment was, at least the God has taken his father away from all the suffering that he might undergo.
Death…everyone should be prepared for it. We never know what will happen the next moment. All we can do is to be grateful to our life and be thankful to god every night before we sleep for giving an extra day to live.
I pray to god that my friend’s dad’s soul rest in peace.

missing the moments....

Sometimes, people can change without you even thinking about it. It might shock you that the person can change to be someone who you have no idea about. At that moment, you might think," Why didn't i notice the good part of this person?"... Well, by the time we notice about it, it is already too late.. There might have been a gap between the two of you.
So people out there... Next time when you are with someone that you think is important for you, just make great moments with them. No matter you quarrel or laugh together, all that will remain with you, when you are apart... You will miss that moments....

teacher...???

Sometimes i do wonder whether i can be a teacher. there is this tint of doubt in myself about myself...
Haihs....
It is as though whatever i studied is not in my mind. What i am going to teach my future students? I wonder...i wonder...
I am scared... i only have another 2years before becoming a teacher... and here i am still doubting myself....
moe...moe..... What's wrong with you....??/

movement, meaning n flexibilty....

What do we need in dance…??
Flexibility, memory power to remember the steps, rhythm, or the movement…?? Well, we need everything in the dance, but first and foremost is we need to have the passion and interest to dance.
Recently, I was involved in a semi classical dance in my campus. It is my first time I think I am getting myself involved in semi classic dance. As I do not want myself to be in only, I requested my friend to join also. We were only having a very short time to practice as all of us were busy with our course. As for me, it was quite easy because I have learned basic classical dance before. So, I choreographed for the song. It was difficult for me to put in steps as I need also to consider my dance partners whether they can do it or not. But I was very glad that even though they complained that some steps were difficult, yet they practiced till they get the steps.
Things became worse when campus was closed for a week. We didn’t practice at all. We only practiced the day before the performance. Even, I myself forgot few steps in the song. Ha..ha..ha.. But thank god I manage to recall. We also learn another bit of song for two minutes. That is where the funny part occurs. Can u imagine, tomorrow you need to perform and today you are learning the steps. The steps was fine, but just the formation part was a bit confusing at first.
Performance day… all of us were nervous. We rehearsed once and that’s all. That night, we got ready and went on stage to perform. In my mind there was only one matter. “Whatever mistakes you do, just smile and smile, the mistakes will disappear in the eyes of the audiences.” When the fifteen minutes was over,(each of us danced for approx 6-7minutes), we were like the happiest person at that moment.
Everyone loved the performance. I am just waiting to see the video clip. It feels so rewarding for all our efforts when we get compliments. I am very happy because I manage to make my friend to dance semi classic. Ha...ha...ha…

sivaranjini and I in costume
All of us can dance. it is just that we have to overcome the fear and shyness in us. Build in the interest and confidence. :)

what a day... pheeww....

1st of August... hmm... 1st anniversary since my home was broken in... ha..ha..ha.. unforgettable day for my brother and mom because they were the one in home at that moment...
Ok, let’s come to the 1st August of 2009.Early morning itself i had to skip my breakfast due to the traffic block at almost all the roads heading to KL due to the memorandum matter... Haihs... Can you imagine spending almost 1hour 30minutes just to reach KL Sentral... I was totally lost with all the roads that my dad tried to access in order to reach there earlier; however, luck was not with us, as all the roads have blocks. So I was late for my activity for half an hour and worse, starve myself till 2pm.
At 3pm, once after lunch, I followed my family to Tangkak... JOHOR.... Another 1hour and 30 minutes journey... (Only one way;add another 1 ½ hours) On the way to Tangkak, somewhere in the middle of the highway from Jasin to Tangkak, we saw a 'magnificent' incident. A trailer was burning on the highway, but not to worry it was not moving. I think the driver stopped and ran away.

Wow… we were all so shocked to see that sight and also scared that it will burst. Imagine and see the lorry was at the first lane of the road, and the driver’s part was burning; will be daring enough to drive pass the trailer. What will happen if it suddenly explodes? My brother was driving at the third lane, and we can still feel the heat of the fire… My God!! First time in my life I saw such an incident.
By the time I reach home, we planned to go for sate in Kajang-actually it was my plan to go. Sudden desire to eat sate. Ended up eating 11sticks of sate. No more sate for this whole semester. One thing I am sure of this sudden break is that I am going to gain weight. He..he..he…
By the end of the day, it feels like “What a day I went through today.”

feeling irritated...

Sometimes people can be so ignorant... Well, it's not wrong to be ignorant for some matters... but being ignorant on the matter that involving themselves and also other that really gets on my nerve... Where is the sense of responsibility?? They can't just dump all the problems on others and be 'free'. What kind of creatures are these people..?

When they need something, they can even put a very thick make up on their face, and ask help from others. But when we are having a problem.. They will be like,"Duh.. What the heck I care for!" such a selfish living being....
So friends out there, if you know these kinds of people, just beware... Don't let them use you...

the result of H1N1

H1N1... i have never ever dreamed that it would attack most of the local unis... and UPM is also one of its target... well... it's nice that we got a week break bcoz of it... but i m actually sad coz the sem break has been brought forward... haihs.... never really planned this break... and worse i cant even go out anywhr bcoz of H1N1... stuck in the house... ended up facebooking, eat...eat..., sleep, tv.... that's all... how i wish i have friends who are staying nearby so that i can go n 'lepak' with them...